I've been having a lot of inspiration lately, which is great. I've been upset about it before, that I haven't done anything, I've just been sitting home staring at a wall and so on.
I've been painting like crazy in school, I've been sculpting and taking pictures. I bought a new computer and a camera so I could start making youtube videos again.
As you might've noticed, I've gotten a bit too much into the Divergent series that I got for my 19th Birthday from my dad. At first I was sceptical about it but I don't think I've ever read so much in such a short amount of time. I read 200 pages a day. I'm so in love with Tris as a character because I see myself in her in so many ways. Always searching for danger, adrenaline, looking for doing purpose and so on. I finally finished Allegiant today and wow I cried so much. I was in school as well hah!
There are many things I'm excited about that I've got planned for summer too! In two weeks I might be an extra in a swedish fantasy movie. It's not really a big thing since there'll be many extras (it takes place in a school I think). I'm still excited for it though cause I'll have something to write in my CV at least. It's my dream to become an actress.
The week before school ends, me and my friend's are FINALLY gonna go laser tag, after years and years of talking about it.
I'm also getting my Daenerys dress soon. Yeah I still haven't gotten it but at least it's finished and ready to ship. I'm building a season 3 size Rhaegal armature doll for it as well which is turning out great.
Then in July, me and my boyfriend Charlie are going to London for two weeks to meet his family. So fun!
After that we're getting our tattoo's done. He'll be getting the watercolor jellyfish on his arm that I have in my gallery. I might be getting "Strong and Brave" tattooed on my side of my rib below my breast. Although I might have it written in High Valyrian since I'd like to have it tattoed in a different language. I thought languages like Latin or Russian for example were too ordinary and High Valyrian from Game of Thrones sounds so strong and beautiful and it'd be cool to have something that people will ask about and wonder what it means.
I'm getting the tattoo as an important reminder to myself. The past year has been a big struggle for me and I've been at my worst from the beginning of this year until now. My grades have drastically changed and I've stayed home from school many days every week. When I've been in school I've been struggling working and I'm constantly on my guard. I'm starting to feel better now and I feel a bit more positive. I don't skip school as much but it's still hard to go there every morning. I've had great support from Charlie who tells me all the time to be strong and brave. I'm happy I'm getting this tattoo. It feels like it's the beginning of a new start and next year when we graduate, we'll be moving to England and I'm going to try my best to get in to acting college.
I hope I didn't make anyone upset with my kind of sad post. Here, a funny picture!